Dear Beautiful Chaotic Mind

An invitation to heartbreak and grief and a celebration of love.

She desired more,
More emotion,
More acceptance,

More release of herself.

She desired the very passion,

Object,

Moment,

That only she could give herself.

She created the words

With blood and tears.

Heart shattered

Bones twisted,

With nothing but poetry

To give.

Dear Brannagh

Mary Carter’s life has been full of turmoil, constantly fighting against bad odds. Finally, she has a chance to do good, forget her troubles and help her sister, Brannagh, out of an abusive relationship.

A trip to Dublin, the city in which she grew up, plays out how Mary never expected it would.

A court case some months later uncovers more about her close-knit family that she never knew.

The revelation forces Mary to question all that she thought to be true.

Dear Maggie

What value can an old man have, who no longer leaves his bed and seldom leaves his room located in the attic of his retirement home?

He’s irascible and impatient with his room-mate and any other residents who happen to call by his room.

Inside his head are memories which are alive. Life in a country town after migrating from Scotland at the age of five. Of his birth family he is the last man standing; there is no one who remembers things quite the way that he does. To Andy, his parents, his brothers and his cousins live on, if only in his memory.

For eighty years he lived a full life, but a runaway horse ten years ago, put a stop to his meanderings beside Sydney Harbour. He feels all but forgotten by all his own kith and kin who are busy living their own lives.

This might have been the end of his story, if not for the arrival of Maggie who inspires Andy to write again.

Death in Garrydangan

Father O’Byrne blessed him “In nomine Patris, et Fillii, et Spiritus Sancti…. Well, my son what are your sins?”

“I am going to kill Frankie Dalton.”

The priest was shocked into silence, not sure he heard correctly.

“What did you say?”

“I am going to murder Frankie Dalton.”

Father O’Byrne rubbed his forehead, “Did you say you wanted to or going to? There’s a difference, my son.”

“I’m going to, Father.”

In 1950s Ireland, the village of Garrydangan is divided and seething with resentment. The Land Commission has transferred farming families from the poorer districts of the west of Ireland to rich, available land in the Midlands. These families are resented by the locals and are called ‘migrants,’ ‘troublemakers,’ and accused of ‘taking their land’.

Frankie Dalton, the son of a local businessman, is a violent young man who targets the families of “Mayo migrants”. He shows no remorse for his actions and is never punished. But one day he goes too far and the Keanes want revenge.

Death of a Living God

A lifetime spent fighting for his country has left Pharaoh Ramesses the Third with enemies both within and outside his court. When a plot to take his life emerges, it is up to a naïve young girl from an outlying district of his kingdom to uncover the conspiracy. As she delves deeper, she encounters shuddering horror and perilous danger, but she also finds unexpected allies: one bound by duty, and one driven by love.

But will their efforts be enough to save the Living God? With those sworn to protect him turning against him, Ramesses is more vulnerable than ever before. Can he trust anyone, even those who have professed their loyalty and love? Find out in this gripping tale of political intrigue and dangerous secrets.

Deep Shallow

This book is about the paradoxical nature of life, with its chaotic and tame moments. It explores the different forces that shape our experiences and how we are constantly growing and changing. The book delves into the various aspects of life, including acknowledging one’s surroundings, finding love, dealing with heartbreak, and overcoming different circumstances. It encourages readers to reflect on their own experiences and to find beauty in the ups and downs of life. The author emphasizes the importance of memories and how they shape our lives and leave a lasting impact. The book is also an invitation to explore and enjoy the memories and emotions that the author captured through their words and through the memories they saved by date. The book is a reminder that even though we can never go back to a moment in time, we can always relive it through our memories and emotions.

Deep Waters

Amber’s life is turned upside down when her fiancé betrays her. Seeking refuge, she escapes to a secluded cottage inherited from her great aunt. Nestled in a picturesque area, she delights in the natural beauty and the friendly locals, including the charming Arthek and his complex family.

But as Amber becomes more familiar with the sea and its dangers, she finds herself in a life-threatening situation. Her rescuer, Lucas, is distant and unsympathetic, and it’s not the first time he has come to her aid. To Amber’s shock, she discovers that Lucas is not who she thought he was.

As Amber uncovers hidden journal and letters in the cottage, she embarks on a journey of discovery. As the pieces of the puzzle fall into place, she realizes that she holds the key to a family's past and future. But with this newfound knowledge comes a dilemma: what should she do with her findings, and is it her responsibility to disrupt the lives of this family?

As Amber navigates these questions, she can't help but be drawn to Lucas. But just as her feelings for him grow stronger, she is faced with another betrayal that she may not be able to bear.

Delany's Progress

Delany left the army after becoming seriously injured whilst on active duty in foreign parts. He was repatriated to England and when he was fully recovered, and because of his admiration for the positive actions of a police officer friend, he joined the Constabulary.

His new employers soon became aware that he would make an excellent officer and that he was particularly adept at deep undercover work.

This book covers some of his, at times death defying, adventures.

Delusions

A man sits in a room, in front of him there is a clock. It ticks interminably slowly, seeming like a tick every hour instead of every second. The other strange thing about the clock is that the hands are moving anticlockwise.

Add in the man who is not there, and you have a journey built on love, belief and dangerous delusions.

Depths of Domestic Violence

When immersed in the horror of domestic violence, you either give up and die inside or you remove yourself and live in your imagination.

Nobody believes that it will happen to them – but it does – and it is real. It does not discriminate; it seeps over the threshold of every class, religion and gender. Abusers are clever; they relieve you of friends first, then family, until you have only them left. They tell you it is all in your head – that you are crazy and that you need help. They know your insecurities and this becomes their playground and you their play toy. An abuser does not care if you are sad, they do not care if you are broken and they have no interest in anything but total domination. You cannot fix them, you can never love them enough. You just have to leave.

Des Pond, Special Agent

Des Pond is probably unique as special agents go! He is indifferent to the lifestyle usually associated with this employment, but his determination to catch those responsible for the murder of five Russians in a British prison leads him into adventures in several countries.

Will he catch up with the murderers and bring them to justice?

Desires of a Broken Heart

Selena’s life was turned upside down after finding out that her boyfriend of ten years has cheated and he is having a baby with another woman. Her trust was broken, her heart torn to pieces, and her future which was planned out disappeared. She fell into depression closing herself off from love. One day her ex walks into her café with a pregnant woman he introduced as his fiancée, shattering her emotions once again. He was with her for ten years, and he never once proposed marriage, yet after knowing this woman for less than a year he was willing to marry her. To cheer her up, her friends took her to a nightclub, where she met Liam. He was handsome and charming. After a few drinks, she found herself naked in bed with Mr Handsome with no recollection of what had happened. The question was, would Liam gain the trust of Selena? Will she reject him or give him a chance to prove he is worthy of her love?